I am so glad that I finally "Woke Up".
The last few years, well several years, have been filled with self pity, self hatred, just think of anything negative that you could say about yourself, and I've been there.
As a result of all this self hating, I started not caring about my body or my mind, I gave into depression, sitting on the couch in front of the boob tube, crying for no reason, looking like a big blob. Couldn't care less about myself one bit. I sat and thought about all the horrible things that have happened to me over the last few years, all the lost friendships, the mental beatings from people. I gave into that thinking and pretty much gave up on myself. The only thing that got me through all this was my family, especially my Son and Hubby.
What finally did it for me was my Son. He kept on me about ordering a program from beachbody called Insanity. They use Insanity and P90X in gym class, and He loves it. I knew about Insanity, one of my best friends has lost over 150 pounds with this "insane" workout.
My Sons idea was for us to work out as a family so that He could get conditioned for his high school soccer season, how can you say no to that right? So I went to the beachbody website to see about the workouts they have to offer. Instead of getting Insanity I decided on
Beachbody's Power 90. One that was more for a beginner would be great for my hubby and myself, we were both athletes in school, but since it's been more a take the dog for a walk kinda thing I figured me needed more a beginner program.
We just got done with our 6th week of power 90, and let me tell ya I feel 100% better. We have had a couple weeks where we have missed more than just the 1 day off, more like 2 or 3 days in a row, and I get back to feeling depressed and craving junk food. The minute we get done with that first workout it all goes away! Like they say, "just push play." It's amazing how when you are exercising you naturally want to eat better. I actually find myself craving all the good foods, fruits, veggies, fish, water. I love the way I feel about me and how my body feels so much better.
I do have my down days, and now instead of sitting on the couch and throwing that poor me pitty party, I use those past issues as tools to get mad and work out even harder. It amazes me the power I can get from what use to send me into a deep depression.
I am so excited that I finally purchased
Shakeology for myself and my son. I have heard so many good things about this product, I have no idea why I have been dragging my feet for so long. I also just purchased my son a version of Insanity for elite athletes. I am really hoping that one day I will be able to work out to it right along with him.
I decided to start this blog because I know that there are others that were like me that I hope I can help. That is also why I am continuing my schooling to become a life coach. My plan is to focus on the whole picture.... eating right, exercise, and loving yourself.
I know that there is so many more natural things you can do for depression than just popping a pill. These things are not an easy out by any means, it takes a lot of courage to finally stand up to your inner brat and do what you need to do to regain your happy factor, your "Rapid Sunshine".
So check back often! I will be posting lots of different things on a daily basis, Healthy recipes, Fitness tips, my personal journey with power 90 and shakeology, and some life coaching to help you along whatever journey you are pursuing. I am always here to help you in any way, don't hesitate to contact me.
Here are a few websites to check out.....
My personal team beachbody profile with some before and current pictures.
My Coach Store
Shakeology I really encourage you to read up about this wonderful product. My son and I suffer from gluten allergies, the biggest reason I purchased it. The weight loss factor also helped my decision ;)
Daily Challenge I use this website daily, It makes me happy to complete the daily challenges. Today they want you to watch a bug in nature. One day it was to take 5 deep breaths.